New chapter - Gloves aren't a fashion statement.

Today, I just signed up my very first workout class - kickboxing. I am still very excited about it. For someone who hates going to the gym, who feels athletically awkward because her body coordination sucks so bad, this excites me and scares the hell out of me at the same time.

I haven't done any beauty blogs for 2 years ever since the weight gain. Instead, I have been sitting at home waiting that SIGN to come to me. Deep down, I know something needs to change in order to break this bad cycle. To be honest, I hate changes, but the thoughts of losing my interests and myself scares me even more. What can be worse than losing the motivation to fight? We all know that good exercise helps to decrease stress by increasing endorphins. While a long, sweaty run outside on a beautiful day is always a good go-to, I heard there’s something so gratifying about making physical contact with something, and letting it all go. The stress of my job, home, and life in general is left on the bag with every jab, cross, hook and uppercut. So here I am. I am a mom, a gym first-timer, someone who tries to lose weight, build muscle and get better in life. I want to be in a place where all the fears become truly about me and the heavy bag. I am ready to throw my punches and throw away my worries. 

For those who have watched my life and "gossip" about it, stay tuned. Something small happened today, and the best season is coming. Gloves aren't a fashion statement.